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Tag: personal
my ex is trying to crawl back to me and even in my state of utter horniness and how desperate I am to get laid my brain is kind enough to say “LMAO BUT NOT WITH THAT LOSER WE HAVE STANDARDS NOW”
The second-to-last time we met homeboy was going on and on abt how he missed me and how I’m so much more interesting than any other girl he tried to be with
And I was just like ‘tough shit bitch you shoulda noticed it when I tried to show my art and my writing to you but you said it was all a “waste of time”’. But the dude kept on showering me in compliments that would’ve made me float in the air a couple years ago but after all the soul searching I had done after we broke up I was just like “mhm yea I know.”
Like: “you’re so nice” Yeah, I know. And “you’re so funny” yep, and I love making people laugh, it’s amazing “you’re so smart” and I’m like yeah I have multiple interests and I can learn a lot about each one of them when my add isn’t acting up, it’s pretty neat.
Like bitch, I know. I’m a fucking precious goddess. The catch is that I know now.
Like. This realization that I’m actually cool as fuck gave me an anti-bullshit barrier that just doesn’t allow me to be starry-eyed at every dumb compliment of his or any other dudebro’s. It’s amazing. I wish every girl would be able to take her time to find that she is in fact rad as fuck and don’t need someone else to tell her that.
Our dog is… weird lately. I think she’s about to have her cycle. Anyway she adopted a toy and will take it everywhere and cry if you try to take it from her. I hope it stops soon.
damn, my brother had his motorcycle stolen (he was in gunpoint and shit) and I’m so sad for him. He’s fine but he needs it to work/study/go to band practice… I’m crossing my fingers hoping they find it again at some point. He’s a cool dude and doesn’t deserve this shit.
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